I haven't caught a cold yet
This is a different kind of seasonal effect
My heart is begging don't listen to your head
While my head is wishing it was dead
And I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pullin' apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this
I haven't called home yet
I'm scared of what they'll say and what they meant
When they asked me am I drowning or am I dead
Should I tell them that I'm not the same as I was then?
And I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pullin' apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this
And I wish I wish I wasn't the one to bring up the darkest momеnts of our love
But I can't hide what's in our mind
My tongue can't keep itsеlf behind my teeth
The gateways to all my greatest regrets and mistakes
The sharpest wit and the dullest shit and the worst damn words I'll ever say
I pray I've already been sad
And I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pullin' apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this
And I wish I wish I wasn't like this
Pullin' apart all of the good things
I wish I wish I wasn't like this
I wish I wish I wasn't like this