[Verse 1]
I wanna fall I wanna run I wanna jump again
I wanna feel like how I did at twenty one again
Wanna believe there’s a good person in my mum again
I wanna laugh I wanna cry but for the right reasons
I wanna fall in love without thinking I don’t mean it
I wanna open up the door you locked two years ago
[Chorus 1]
I’m getting old now even though I’m twenty five
I’m running out of years to figure out my life
Don’t want to be the culmination of my parents mistakes
I wanna escape
[Verse 2]
I wanna say what’s on my mind to someone listening
But I’m terrified that they won’t like the things I really think
Covered in mеtaphors so no one knows I’ve been saying
I wanna be mysеlf without caring what others see
I wanna trust that all my friends won’t leave eventually
Want to believe that I am capable of safe and happy
[Chorus 2]
I’m sick of acting like it’s cooler not to care
When all I want is for someone to want me there
Without expecting that it’s gonna cause me pain
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
I wanna change
Maybe I'll change