[Verse 1]
Holding a knife to my stomach
Doesn't matter if this is real; I feel sick!
Can't I just feel bad for it to be valid, or do I need this knife in my stomach?
[Verse 2]
Am I cool for feeling like this?
Was there a joke that I missed?
Romanticizing my sadness that sometimes turns into madness
[Verse 3]
Need to find my 13 reasons to die
They are somewhere in the 13 years of lies that I lived and tried to hide
You lived them too; you made them come alive
[Verse 4]
Is that really what I look like—looking ridiculous when I cry without reasoning, childlike?
Teenage tears—grow up, right?
You say what you want
(Is that really what I look likе?)
I don't need to explain
(Looking ridiculous when I cry)
You don't understand
(Without rеasoning, childlike?)
Teenage tears—grow up, right?
[Outro]
Teenage tears—grow up, right?