Created trance in my mind involving you
It’s been quite some time
So blame me
For saying what I felt
Started my days with a foreign ache
Blind as fuck yet wide-awake
Blind as fuck yet wide-awake
Ohhh wide awake
Yeah wide awake
The silence after wept tears of truth
Cause you know damn well about
Emotional abuse
& used it on me
All on me
All on me
I overshadowed your extremes
Cause You and I are now
A team
Sad Sad Sadist
My love for you was not a stunt
I wanna erase it
Cause my palette’s filled
With blues
Sad Sad Sadist
My love for you was not a stunt
Prompted enough so I tried to follow through
And still committed the crime
So you tame me
There’s nothing that I dwelt
Even if shit’s at stake
You had the privilege to watch me break
Watch me break
Watch me break
The silence after wept tears of truth
Cause you know damn well about
Emotional abuse
& used it on me
All on me
All on me
Sad Sad Sadist
My love for you was not a stunt
I wanna erase it cause
My palette’s filled
With blues
Sad Sad Sadist
My love for you was not a stunt
It’s hard to face it
Cause I’m turning into
You
Even when my sober mouth would leak
I hold your face & wonder
How you’re fucking hard to tweak
Emotionally
Though you knew exactly what I seek
Yet still had thoughts to ponder
That’s always been your streak
Professionally
DESTRUCTION IS A FORM OF CREATION
CREATION IS A FORM OF DESTRUCTION
Sad Sad Sadist
My love for you was not a stunt
I wanna erase it cause
My palette’s filled
With blues
Sad Sad Sadist
My love for you was not a stunt
It’s hard to face it
Cause I’m turning into
You
Created trance in my mind involving you
It’s been quite some time