[Verse 1]
So Lauren's back on drugs
And I don't know if I should laugh or if that dope's still dangerous
But I miss every birthday
Can barely remember my own age these days
[Chorus]
How you never think about it till you gotta go without it (then it's all you ever do)
(All I ever do)
Some nights I swear she only calls for nostalgia (Some nights, some nights)
Some nights I don't even blame her
[Post-Chorus]
It was a shotgirl summer and someone needs to drink less
She said "the place has been packed", the patrons are packing I guess
[Verse 2]
So Lauren called my bluff
And all thе cocaine stocks in Brockley wouldn't stop me shutting up
Likе a blur, another decade; some kind of bar that we made it this far
[Chorus]
How you never dream about it till you go to sleep without it (then it's all you dream about)
(All you dream about)
Some nights I swear she only calls for nostalgia (Some nights, some nights)
Some nights I don't even blame her
[Post-Chorus]
It was a shotgirl summer and someone needs to sniff less
She said "the place has been packed", the patrons are packing I guess
It was a shockwave summer of sixteen months suppressed
She said "the industry's fixed, I've been doubling shifts, it's been stress"
[Bridge]
I cast a stone into the lake and let the ripples break
I cast a spell and I commit to chaos
I cast a stone into the lake and I submit to fate
I commit to chaos magic!
[Verse 3]
It as the shock of the calm, then the rush
The contrast of the cool air then the crush
It was a shockwave summer of sixteen months suppressed
She said "if I want to destress then the old drugs are best so don't judge"