[Intro] spoken
Honey, are you okay?
Yeah, i'm...fine
[Verse 1]
I was down in the dumps
I was down in my feels
All the good things, none of it seems real
It all feels so plastic, its not written in stone
I just don't wanna feel alone
[Chorus]
I'm always sad, yeah its a disgrace
I'm always plastering a happy face
The worst part about it is I don't know why
All I can do is sit and cry
[Verse 2]
I'll take a walk, and i'll count to ten
But, i can't stop thinking about my sins
All of the words to describe my pain
But, i can't get them out of my brain
[Chorus]
I'm always sad, yeah its a disgrace
I'm always plastering a happy face
The worst part about it is I don't know why
All i can do is sit and cry
[Bridge]
The tears are stinging both my eyes
Yeah, its scary but I guess i'm fine (x2)
[Chorus]
I'm always sad, yeah its a disgrace
I'm always plastering a happy face
The worst part about it is i don't know why
All i can do is sit and cry
[Outro]
I try to open up but i close back down
I always fall and hit the ground
I try to tell my story, but it seems so fake
I always end up making mistakes