When you leave me, I feel lighter
Love and drunkenness will make my heart beat tighter
And when I'm open, you always close me
Feeling of rejection's always so cozy
And then I ran back inside
Before you could latch onto my mind
And never did I once just see
That for once, for once I'm free
My dreams perceive me as a fighter
When I close my eyes it's like my world gets brighter
Words never spoken
My thoughts eroding
Wouldn't guess a puppet could be so controlling
Our eyes met and I sighed
And then another small part of me died
And never did I once just see
That for once, for once I'm free
I never understood the way you breathed, oh
The door was open but I couldn't leave, you know
Flip a coin deny the side it lands on
Gaslighting is not something I wanted, but I planned on
When you leave me, I feel lighter
Love and drunkenness will make my heart beat tighter
And when I'm open, you always close me
Feeling of rejection's always so cozy
And then I ran back inside
Before you could latch onto my mind
And never did I once just see
That for once, for once I'm free
I never understood the way you breathed, oh
The door was open but I couldn't leave, you know
Flip a coin deny the side it lands on
Gaslighting is not something I wanted, but I planned on
And then I ran back inside
Before you could latch onto my mind
And never did I once just see
That for once, for once I'm free