[nickwuh Verse]
Another day spent alone
I crawl back to bed
To tune it out - static till I wake up again
Oh, what a waste of my veins
An isolated event
I guess the counter's overdue for another reset
Come home expecting a serotonin crash
It just took one bad exchange and I'm on my way to relapse
So with a shallow crevice, it's evident
I'm fucking amazing at letting you down
[Hook]
If I clear my head
And beg for forgiveness
Is that enough?
And I vow silence
Does it make a difference
If no one knows?
I love you too much to tell you the truth
So when I draw my blade, there's nothing we can do
But it'll be okay, "cause time heals all wounds"
And I'll be good as new
[Aleebi Verse]
When I'm waking up, I search for something new
Feel like I'm giving up, tie a knot, hang the noose
I think I'm too fucked up, can't decide what to do
A ticking time bomb you cannot defuse
So maybe I should ???? myself and go just end it all
Cause I can't heal my wounds depressed with Adderall
Too many times, came close to watch my body fall
I close my eyes as I pick up your call
They tell me that shouldn't jump
Fuck it honestly I've had it enough
Hallucinating, I need your touch
Isolated, I feel no love
Feelin my way through the darkness
I'm pulling out; keep my conscious
Level headed, still nauseous
I'll keep it a buck, I came back from
Signing a raincheck with Death in his office
[Hook]
If I clear my head
And beg for forgiveness
Is that enough?
And I vow silence
Does it make a difference
If no one knows?
I love you too much to tell you the truth
So when I draw my blade, there's nothing we can do
But it'll be okay, "cause time heals all wounds!"
And I'll be good as new
(Yeah)
[Refrain - Aleebi]
I can't even see, turn the lights down
Broken mirrors all around me, lookin at myself
Pop another pill just for my pain now
Shoot a bullet in my vein I blow my brains out
[Refrain - Nickwuh]
Sick of always clinging to a savior
But this heart of mine has never learned to love itself
Temporary solace in the razor’s edge
Silent suffering, I don’t know how to ask for help
(and I don't know how to help myself)