You played the cards that you were dealt
Maybe it's unfair, no poker face
You said that we were gonna make it
Anything and anywhere
I trusted you, I had no choice
I was a kid, just nine years old
New start, new beggining
But unfortunately you were wrong again
Unstable mind, unstable home
Everything's wrong
I don't understand why you're crying
Alone on the kitchen floor
Trying to get to you is like
Going, no breaks, towards a wall
People look down on us
I don't wanna try
I was a lemon, amber and bright
You always feeding my roots with lies
I thought you wanted somе sympathy
I gave it and you made lemonadе out of me
Now it's my turn, been three decades
The cycle starts once again
Ten years not knowing what was wrong
I was alone and feeling numb
The glass it cuts, the tears they stain
My bed is like my own safe space
Pills go down my throat
Yet everything feels the same
I was a lemon, amber and bright
You always feeding my roots with lies
I thought you wanted some sympathy
I gave it and you made lemonade out of me