I can only take so much pain I can only stare down the drain
Maybe one day later I can take your hand
But right now I can't
This isn’t a choice I'm human watching people have it easy think they win
Who's the real hero though - the one who takes heart again
After heart’s been ripped away
Or the one who'll never know
I know
There will come a day, but today isn't it
And I'm not and it won't and I need you to
Just sit with me not talk at me not try to fix it
And if you don't then you can go
I know about alone
And I know about why
I know how it feels to wish I'd die
No easy answers
There is just time and space and this
There is just here's where I’m at
Maybe one day I’ll be able
But today I can't