[Verse 1]
I wish these expectations didn't hold me like they do
When you still look at me like that
You can't expect time to turn back
Cuz I can't look myself in the mirror
And I wanted to be dead for a while last night
I never cried over losing you
But losing me was truly quite a sight
[Chorus]
Aah- Aah- Aah- Ooh-
[Verse 2]
Haven't answered messages in five days
I'm losing consciousness as commonly as falling down the rabbit hole of shame
I'm trying desperately to wake myself up from this haze
I hope that somеday I'll be able to look back at the woman I bеcame
But I don't know who I am anymore
I just pull up the covers and stare at a wide-open door
Still haven't cried over losing you
I just don't know when living became such a chore
[Chorus]
Aah- Aah- Aah- Ooh-