All in all I don't know what to believe
But I told my friends I'm not sure if they're real
And I'm peering in mirrors for proof that I'm here
Half in half out of this broken machine
Sick to the bone with some spectral disease
Came back from the void with the void still in me
Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Watching my life on a de-tuned TV
The pictures I see are just shapes on a screen
Come shake me out of my slow motion dream
Here comes another day lost within the fade out
And I'm freaking out
Don't let this be what I'm about, I'm about
Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Oh
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Oh
All it would take, is a whisper or a kiss
To seal my fate, within the abyss
Anesthesia
All is seeing, self-deceiving
I'll find a way home
A way home
How I wish I was here
How I wish I was here
Acid mother
Resin father
I am blind