4 s Stillness, Stop LyricsI'm not asking you to kill me softly it's an order
Do not kill me at all
I don't know if it's for isolation or protection
That we put up these walls
I'm not tryna be inoffensive and
Force myself to be the empathic one
I'm not asking you the [?] make sure we're still clear now
Don't even try to touch me
A lotta people say my dog is crazy she's a doubter
She doesn't trust no one
Cus everybody likes to have somebody, a companion
When the rules are their own
They brag about some sense of community
It's easy if your identity allows you to
What a train [?], what a train [?]
What a train wreck
I have been told try not to think about it, make an effort
This is all in your head
Now would you tell somebody in this fucking dirty city
Try not to breathe toxic air
I wish I didn't feel everything so much
I know this is a blessing and yet a curse
There's a hole right in my tummy that won't fill up
I'm just so sick of it
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This way it can't go wrong
But I keep feeling like some kind of separate understudy
Not ever living their life
I'm done with being [?] and behaving well
This time I just won't make any sense at all
I don't want a partner who doesn't make me
Feel good about myself