[Verse 1]
I medicate myself
So I don't have to feel the water rising
Or my lungs losing air
If I drown, will I find closure
Will I loose composure
Will I even care
[Pre-Chorus]
How far will I sink
Before the depths consume me
Will my feet ever touch the ground
I can feel the current pulling me down
[Chorus]
Drag the lake but you won't find me
I'm to far down below
I'm so tired of treading water
Maybe it's time for me to let go
[Verse 2]
I'll destroy myself
For the sake of feeling different
For the sake of feeling fine
If I can't step back from this ledge
I'm sorry that I left you
Without saying goodbye
[Chorus]
Drag the lake but you won't find me
I'm to far down below
I'm so tired of treading water
Maybe it's time for me to let go
If I drift away
Will it cure the ache
Or will the pain find another heart to break
[Breakdown]
What if the hurting doesn't end with me
What if I end it all except the suffering
Who will hold the weight that I can't carry
Who will have to live once I'm dead and buried
[Chorus]
Drag the lake but you won't find me
I'm to far down below
I'm so tired of treading water
Maybe it's time for me to let go
If I drift away
Will it cure the ache
Or will the pain find another heart to break