The days are growing, I just keep going
They're all becoming just a waste of time
The pile is growing, It's overflowing
All my beliefs and dreams are thrown aside
If I should die now, if I should fall down
Just give me one more chance to get this right
If I should die now, if I should live now
I'm only asking you for one last sign
Chorus
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason for living?
How long 'till I find no more reason to stay?
How long 'till I find no more reason
for breathing?
How long 'till I find no more will to pray?
I'm getting old now, I'm feeling weak now
Can't tell the difference between day and night
They say I'm growing, that I am chosen
And yet I never seem to know what's mine
If death should come first, I vanquish this curse
Will my whole life have been no more than lies?
I've never know trust, or proven my worth
This can't be what I'll be remembered by
[Chorus]
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason for living?
How long 'till I find no more reason to stay?
How long 'till I find no more reason
for breathing?
How long 'till I find no more will to pray?
Maybe if I drink I'll be able to forget
Maybe the smoke will release me from the past
Maybe with a pill I'll be able to relax
Maybe a lover will put my mind to rest
It's never enough!
[Chorus]
Tell me how long
How long 'till I find no more reason for living?
How long 'till I find no more reason to stay?
How long 'till I find no more reason
for breathing?
How long 'till I find no more will to pray?
Even if it's all in my head
It's been so long now
But it keeps rolling in my head
I'm getting old now
And it keeps rolling in my head