I will change
I will change, I swear
Just tell me what to do
Just tell me who to be
And Ill be who you want me to
Pretend I dont exist
You wont know Im in the room
Ill be the ghost of something
That used to mean something to you
This beaten up heart is lost and confused
I wish that my younger self was here
Hed know just what to do
Boy, could he talk
Hed know just what to say
But moving up is moving on from where you came
Stop me if Im boring you
Im painfully aware
That youve got better ways to waste your time
Say this isnt real
Say this was a joke
Say theres still space for me in bed
Cause I cant live alone
Oh, pitiful me
Id do anything you say
Id sooner suffocate with you than fade away
I knew all this years ago
But couldnt take the hint
You matched my overcompensation
With your own ambivalence
When I got the call I was on the road
Three weeks in europe till I got home
What would make you stay?
Ill build a mountain
Ill change my name
I dont have to breath
If all my air gets in your way