Narration)
Why do you think it was, why do you think it was
Love? Tell it not to kid itself
Yeah, the bitter alcohol and I
The cigarrettes I quit for you I'm smoking again because of you
This goes out to you
Leaving without saying a single word
Can you hear this song right now?
Running into weary on mornings without you
After you left, the compass on the map in my heart
My place has lost it's way, my life is all ruined
Unprepared for anything, you're running far away from me
My venus, trying to hate you, I prayed to the gods because it felt so unfair
Because my pride was so pitiful
The way I talk, my behavior, the way I walk have all become banished
All my habits that resemble yours are making me miserable
I won't forget, how can I forget
On the first page of all my memories is you
Birthdays, the ocean, climbing over the wall of deep love
The first shrilling ache, you're the first girl to give it to me
I'm acting crazy, even if I'm sad I want to try and smile
I'm not wanting your emtpy heart, we're just too late
Uh~ You said it's your's, that you're gonna do whatever you please
Is this your method of love?
If we hadn't started from the beginning, yeah
The time spent with you was so hard
Everyday I held onto the phone and waited for you
You never had any fault in anything
You told me sorry, then avoided me and left
But I love you girl, I wish you'd stay here
But I love you girl, I wish you'd hold onto me
But I love you girl, even if you don't tell me
Please don't ever let my poor heart go, my girl
In my eyes you're continuously beautiful
My friend tells me not to fall in too deep
I argue at first saying that she's different
That she's nicer and more innocent compared to others
I really like you, let's not ever change
I'll make you happy
Stop by my side, time goes by even more
After a year, two years pass
More better than this year
You look worn out and tired, your voice needs something to lean on
Please lean
Do you not see me, why are you collapsing by yourself
You stir your neck, your heart is ripping and collapsing
It was good the first time we met
We were happy just looking at each other
Honestly, I still feel that way but how come you don't
Lately when I look at you, those old feelings aren't there anymore
The memories with you were so exhausting
It's probably my fault anyways, this is how I'll probably condole myself
Once time passes, all the memories will fly away like smoke
A new love might even come finding me
But I love you girl, I want to make you smile
But I love you girl, I want to wipe your tears
But I love you girl, nothing anymore
I can't turn back your heart that's left, I know girl
I wanted to see your face one last time so I called you
All the way til the end you didn't say a single word
Oh, why are you avoiding me, tell me girl
I'm still remaining in the same spot
But I love you girl, I wish you'd stay here
But I love you girl, I wish you'd hold onto me
But I love you girl, even if you don't tell me
Please don't ever let my poor heart go, my girl
But I love you girl, I want to make you smile
But I love you girl, I want to wipe your tears
But I love you girl, nothing anymore
I can't turn back your heart that's left, I know girl