Ain't it strange that the people closest to me know nothing 'bout my mind yet?
I complain but the life just seems to always grow
It puts me in confinement
Locks and chains built the demons that I can't control
I'm done trying to hide it
Darker days, seem to light the path that many don't
I think I almost like it?
You think I won't break the silence?
When it's quiet I get violent, I get loud
In the crowd, I see lots of people
People let me down, I'm a loner, manic
Because it's easy to give anything for love
They call me crazy 'cause I'm doing what I want now
You'd be surprised the things I've done, it made me hurt
I'd rather [???] something I am not now
My paranoia helps me see through the fakes
None of this is real 'La La Land' isn't safe
Way to many people try to bleed for the fame
I'd rather let my mind go
You think I won't break the silence?
When it's quiet I get violent, I get loud
Angels falling, winter's coming [?]
"This is just the land of the lost, people is lost out here, or they're tryna have you lost"
GONZO