kibun
먼저 가버린 건 역시
이상하게 생각했지
특별한 관계라고 생각한
내가 멍청했지
점점 어지러운 morphine
위태롭던 우리 사이
간절하게 바라던 거, 너와
한 몸이 되고 싶어
sorry, babe
도망가지 마
내게 마음을 담아
지금 전화해 줘
날 잊지 않았음 해, darling
I'm not your ex
or some bitches
don't make it
tell me now,
how you can do with me
어디까지 넘어갈래
숨기지 않는 움직임이
순식간에, how feelings come
어서 말해, how feelings go
지긋한 말 툭하면 날 잡고 새웠어
맘은 이기지 못할 밤들로 채우고
day n night, 불안하기만 한 나에게
더는 번질 수 없어
아무도 잡지 않으니
아무것도 나에게서 가져갈 수 없음
괜히 하는 말이 아님
all of murders
뻔한 패턴으로 흘러가는 물음들
묻지 않아도 내 안에 자리하는 것
다들 같은 생각을 해
우린 그저 이대로 우주를
떠돌고 있잖아
unless you'll love me
i kill myself everyday
you cannot hurt me
feeling sad and blue
언제까지 나에게서 벗어나
움직이지 않는 사랑을
멀어지지 않는 마음을
우주 안에 가둬진 건 너라는 거 알겠지, 넌?
끝이 없는 마음을 넘어
이대로 다시 녹아버릴 것 같은 기분이야
여기서 멈추길 원해?
요즘엔 전보다 말 수가 줄어든 건
너에게 먼저 기대를 하지 않는단 의미야
결국 거기서 거기일 뿐
임을 나는 늦겨울이
다 되어서야 깨달아
이제 기분은 어때
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Feeling
I thought it was weird
that you left me first
I was stupid to think
it was a special relationship
More and more dizzy morphine
Our relationship that was at stake
What I desperately wanted was
"I want to be one with you"
Sorry, babe
Don't leave me
Seriously, I want you to
call me now
Don't forget me, darling
I'm not your ex
or some bitches
Don't make it
Tell me now,
how you can do with me
How far do you want to go
Your sincere move is
In an instant, how feelings come
Come on, tell me how feelings go
He used to catch me all night with sickening words
Filling my heart with nights I can't deal with
Day n night, dear me who is always anxious
Can't spread this thought anymore
because no one is holding me
Can't take any single things from me
I'm not saying uselessly
All of murders
Questions flowing in obvious patterns
Things inside of me without them asking
Everyone thinks the same thing
We're just floating
in space like this
Unless you'll love me
I kill myself everyday
You cannot hurt me
Feeling sad and blue
How long will you stay away from me
A love that doesn't move
A heart that doesn't get distant
You know you're the one locked up in space, don't you?
Beyond the endless heart
I feel like I'm going to melt again
Do you want to stop here?
The reason why I'm speaking less than before
It means I don't expect from you anymore
In the end, they're all the same
Only then did I realize that things
It was after late winter
How do you feel now?