every single step I take
seems to go the other way
from the one that i'd
intended
thought this lunacy had ended
and the seasons never change
they
just always stay the same
like a band with just a drummer
I'm in neverending
summer
And I'm alone now
in the city where i'm from
all the people think
I'm dumb
they said don't be such a fool
just get a job and go to
school
but I ignored what they all said
and I packed my bags
instead
traveled to a brand new state
where I relied on only fate
And I'm
alone now
I am searching for a certainty that I can never find
all the
dreams and aspirations that are swimming in my mind
if I get too close to
finding out what I am here to say
the ideas that I once had always seem to
slip away
And I'm alone now