Twelve years to this day I watched you walk away
No last goodbyes you severed your ties, a home left in disarray
Was it all for nothing? Is your conscience now clear?
Would you die for your loved ones or just fade into the mirror
It's been hell. Growing without a direction, dead eyes haunt my youthful reflection
You're just too little too late, where were you when the world got the best of me?
I know it can't rain forever, these black clouds still linger in my dreams
A silhouette of better days is always that you left for me
(Father, father of misery)
Father of misery give back the time you took from me, these childish eyes to blind to see
Your absence of love was softly killing me
How can we bury the indifference when the stigma of your sickness still haunts me. (It fucking haunts me)
Feels like I'll never-bloom, destined to perish in the rain, can't find the beauty in this pain
Never-bloom, watch me wilt in the shadows of your name, I'll always perish in the rain
I know it can't rain forever, these black clouds still linger in my dreams
A silhouette of better days is always that you left for me
Father of misery give back the time you took from me, these childish eyes to blind to see your absence of love was softly killing me