Look at you now
You’re beginning to look a lot like the world you claimed you were running from, that time you said you were moving on
So when you said you were out there in the city
In the heart line
Conscious of what you step upon
My first thought was that you had gone insane
Stuck here alone
Screaming aloud
Trying to feel
The higher I am
Out of control, as I become my enemy
The higher I am
One in five is taking something
Numb to pain
I know I could
But I find home in heavy heart-shaped bottled moments on my own
Some facing backwards, out of place, step back in line
I know I should
If this is hope it’s not fitting with me
Stuck here alone
Screaming aloud
Trying to feel
The higher I am
Don’t even know
Where I belong
What I believe
I know I am out of control
When I become my enemy it’s all I am
The higher I am and it’s ok
All pieces have aligned
I try to remember
I feel I’m worthy of my place here forever
I keep my head high
But it’s only an opinion
I’ll hold to my opinion
It’s only an opinion
I’ll hold to my opinion
Stuck here alone
Screaming aloud
Trying to feel
The higher I am
Don’t even know
Where I belong
What I believe
I know I am out of control
When I become my enemy
The higher I am
Look at you now
It’s beginning