[Verse 1]
All of my friends are starting their lives
While I’m working nights tryna stay alive
I heard my boy just bought his own house
Told me I could crash while I figure it out
[Pre-Chorus]
Writing music that isn’t popular anymore
Drinking by the fire talking bout my own desires
I know I’m sounding crazy
No, you think I’m fucking lazy
But you’ll never understand
You’ll never understand
[Chorus]
I’m so high, this life’s like heroine
Got me on my hands and knees
There’s no light, inside I’m paralyzed
But fuck it 'cause I’m in too deep
I’m so high, this life’s like heroine
Got me on my hands and knees
There’s no light, inside I’m paralyzed
But fuck it 'cause I’m in too deep
[Verse 2]
My hometown has me missing the past
Drinking in the dark ditching bottles out back
Goodbye to my memories of being at home
Regretting every second since I took out that loan
[Pre-Chorus]
Writing music that isn’t popular anymore
At least that’s what I’m told I think I’m getting older
I know I’m sounding crazy
No, you think I’m fucking lazy
But you’ll never know
No, no, no
[Chorus]
I’m so high, this life’s like heroine
Got me on my hands and knees
There’s no light, inside I’m paralyzed
But fuck it 'cause I’m in too deep
I’m so high, this life’s like heroine
Got me on my hands and knees
There’s no light, inside I’m paralyzed
But fuck it 'cause I’m incomplete
[Bridge]
I know my mind is a mess
And so it is
Tonight it’s hard for me to care
My confidence makin' claims
When liquor runs through my veins
I swear it’s all 'bout to change
I’m not just faded
[Chorus]
I’m so high, this life’s like heroine
Got me on my hands and knees
There’s no light, inside I’m paralyzed
But fuck it 'cause I’m in too deep
I’m so high, this life’s like heroine
Got me on my hands and knees
There’s no light, inside I’m paralyzed
But fuck it 'cause I’m in too deep2