[Verse 1]I often think about lifeAnd where it all beganBecause it makes me feel so smallAnd feeling small is better stillThan watching people look straight throughLike I don’t exist[Chorus]Every day’s another wayTo pick apart every mistakeI do it because it helps me sleep at nightAnd I’ll never get this rightBut fucking everything up makes me feel alive[Verse]I often think about deathAnd where we all end upBecause it makes me feel so weirdAnd feeling weird is a-okayWe all feel strange from day to dayIt’s what it means to exist[Chorus]And every hour’s another who, what, whenAnd how did I get here?I care too much ‘cause I don’t wanna dieI’ve got so much left to tryAnd fucking everything up makes me feel alive