Those three words
I think that Ive overused them
Maybe Ive abused them
I just know that Ive used them
But now they wont touch my lips
Unless theyve been kissed from another
Yeah, I havent been a boy since I lost my brother
Its more complicated than just one or two of us
Theres so many things that are always happening at once
I was young and dumb and
I didnt understand the value
The value of anything at all
You were some things too
But I cant bring myself to insult you
Blame is just a fickle thing
It was the wrong place, at the wrong time
The two of us werent meant to find
Shelter and cover inside of each other
Even if for a time we did align
Thats just the way it was and
How it remains as the faces change
Sometimes I find what I needed
Sometimes I find what I wanted but
Time always seems to be playing games
At least thats what it seems to me
I didnt realize that I had changed
And that what I thought was right was wrong now
I had become what I had lost
And she was the price that it cost
Only losing, and losing
And losing, again and again
He or she may not see
But we will remember the nights
That we could not sleep
Where our hearts would be four times
Alone now for every single with them by our sides
You may smile, and you may laugh
But your eyes will never lie
And if you look hard enough
Youll find youll find it
At least you will
At least you will with mine
You can hide behind your eyes
Thats what Im doing with mine
You can hide, you can hide
You can hide, behind your eyes
Thats what Im doing in mine