Survivors Torment LyricsNo matter how many righteous deeds I commit, my past failure lingers
Frozen in that instance I can't seem to let go
I guess I was never meant to be your hero
Imprisoned in my own mind to relive your fate over and over again
Do I want a way to escape or am I looking for you to take the blame
Stagnant in a situation of your own design or is it mine
I can no longer tell
Is this situation of my own design
To scared to face the issues that only I can comprehend
Because I could realize that I’m the reason, the rеason that you ended up dead
Thеse emotions I can't begin to explain
These emotion are driving me insane
You are the cause to it all; you were the cause to my fall
I'm spiraling rapidly I can’t seem to climb out
The space between us has forever run out
Grief fills the solace I once had
I wish I could wipe the system
I walk a wayward path to solve this crisis
You were everything to me
Why did you ask me to take your final breath
I can't tell if I am moving forward or if I've regressed
Broken does not describe how I am
One day I hope I can put myself together before I waste away in the end
Why was I made to fulfill your last request
Was it out of love or out of spitefulness
Did you want me to carry the guilt of your death?
Your casket holds the remains of the turmoil I sustained
I wish I could replace you
Replace you in that grave
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I wish the earth would embrace me
So I could relinquish the memories I have of you