Sitting here, looking at the fire
My life passes before my eyes
I feel so tired I could die
As the night sky fall upon me
I think of everything I love
Lonely tears are coming from my eyes
I watch the world around me
The little things remind me
How my live was easier before
It's so hard to remember
One long cold December
Waiting for the sun to shine on me
If I knew what I had before
I would have chosen another door
The path I took
Wasn't what I thought at all
Looking back
Oh, I wish I could
Live eternity in my childhood
Lord I wish I could...
Holding on to what escaped me
Too many years ago
The voices echo in my soul
So many lost desires
Too many broken dreams
I'm going back I'll find a way...