Underneath my bed
I attended my mom's request desperately
I recognized that voice echoing outside
It was him
He came for me
Outside, a scream
Inside, a scene that in my mind
never disappeared
"Long time no see you
Father, where you've been?
Why can't you breathe in? "
If I could
I swear
I would change it all
Nowhere to go
I'm riding on a lonesome road
Thinking about my thinking
I was raised among the wolves
Now it's my time to go get him
He'll pray for mercy
Outside, I breathe
Inside, I bleed
'Cause in my mind I should've saved him
So tired, I've been looking for my peace
But he ignored all the pain within my soul
If I could
I swear
I would change it all
Sorry, 'cause we all know
it's not your fault