Looking back for answers to my secrets
Hoping to be blinded by the truth
I am damned walking through the present
I am damned and alone because god forgot me too
Too often I become detached from myself
Forced smiles on the surface of a hollow shell
When every new day comes
A piece of me revealed
I hide behind your expectations
But nothing stays concealed
Mistakes I've made always follow me
but looking back doesn't have to sting
I know the reason it hurts at all
Is cause' I let my past define me
I aim to fight my way out
Picking at a wound I won't let heal
Praying that comfort will find me
I aim to fight my way out
Scratchin' at the sore so I can feel
Praying that comfort will come pouring out
Too often I become detached from myself
Forced smiles on the surface of a hollow shell
What good am I if I cannot admit
That who I was is not who I am
Who I was is not who I am
Who I was is not who I am
I aim to fight my way out
Picking at a wound I won't let heal
Praying that comfort will find me
I aim to fight my way out
Searchin' for a sign that I'm still here
Praying that comfort will come pouring out