I once had a boy, or should I say that he had me?
I waited by the door for hours till he got to me
It's no more secret life for me, it's only ecstasy
And the words, they come to me as I am stepping out
Well, is this heaven now?
We chose a room without a single chair inside
And on the carpet floor we lie he never leaves my side
I don't know if he's the only boy in town who feels alive
But the words, they come to me as I am going down
Well, is this heaven now?
Then on the way to his house I know he's really leaving me
And from the way he looks at me I'm feeling misery
I don't know if I'll have a home when I get back home
But the words, they rush to me as I am stepping out
Well, is this heaven now?