Video Nicole de Hotel Books 2024 Lyrics Lyrics

Hotel Books - Nicole Lyrics

I think I'm losing you, but I will never regret choosing you
Because I am in love, and for now that will be enough
And the ones around me convince me
That I was the only person
Who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope
But now I know even after you began
To let your emotions slow the only reason
I stood alone was because I was the only one
Who knew our love was never going to let go

Everyone wanted me to see that we could
No thrive, so gouge out my eyes
Because if this is reality then I guess I'm not alive
Because I don't know a life in where I can't make things right
And when life teaches you to drive and you finally say goodbye
And you won't let me stand by your side
Ill know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died
Cause I used to stay up at night and picture
Myself looking into your eyes
Shouting as you would sigh "how dare you think
You can fall asleep with water dripping from
The kitchen sink, how dare you think
You can fall asleep with all these little leaks
In this home we built in our dreams"

A picture is worth a thousand words
Or whatever people say to me
It's hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need
And all you can picture is a memory inside
Of someone else's sheets
A prayer that nothing will keep
A hope that light will seek before the dark sinks too deep
Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me
Will decrease when the release of perceived
Dreams burn in the flame of feeling free
So feel free to be free if that's what you need

And if someday you feel alone and everything caves in
When you try to breathe
Know that you are not alone as far as I can see
Because you were everything to me
Through this I have realized that
If I were God we would have all just died
Because darling you were mine and now I feel so dead inside
And what good am I if all I can create
Is a projection of my own mind
A dream of finding time to remind you
That I'm still here and I'm not fine
And darling if you're going to leave just remember who you are
And do what you can to remember me

Maybe someday we can talk about
Our past and we can talk about the weather
Whenever you leave I don't care what I'm remembered for
I just want to be remembered
Because even if I failed you at least I tried
And maybe our lives don't add up now
But someday our graves will look the same when we both die
And if I had a chance I'd give you one last
Kiss and I'd bite down on your lip
And I'd try to puncture it so you'll never forget that time
But you'll always regret
And darling I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst
And sometimes life will even hurt
And I know some days, some days
You'll be afraid of the lessons you'll have to learn
And some days you'll even feel burned
And I want to let you know that I want to love you through them

But I always get what I deserve