And finally the halls of marble dissolved around me.
The blackness stung my eyes
And my insides burned with this forbidden access
And I laugh at this sand I hold in my hands
This, I used to think I held the key.
The door was always open and I remain to stare at my reflection,
As I am randomly switched back and forth from either side.
My insignificance becoming insignificant.
And all my pointless shouts at the universe
Fall back upon my skull like pelting rain.
I smash my fist into the mirror until my body is soaked in blood.
And I laugh uncontrollably at this shattered reflection.
I let my hands bleed as they finally touch the truth.
All the pain and torment the sum of humanity's suffering
It was worth everything I have lost
To finally understand these beautiful roses blossoming
Forth from the hollow torso of humanity's blood drenched history.
I lost my tongue with the shards
That splintered into my mind.
I am not amused bloodlet my skull now
Acid rain on my lungs ending all life now
I stand on god drain this world from my eyes
My insignificance has become insignificant.