I can't keep sitting halfway into july
I've been living off our song like it's the only air I can breathe
But it's the only thing that can speak for him now
Wonder how it feels like to be under my skin
Trying to find something about him
That I can try and not miss
Wonder how long it's gonna take
For me to throw away what I don't need
Of what I've got left of him
And line by line
I rewind
Just waking up one day without him
Few months gone nothing's wrong
Still has his sweater in the closet
And oh it hurts the most when I'm alone
Without him
Next thing I know
Got a whole box of him laid out on the floor
Remembering how I told myself
I'd never do this again
Looking at a picture we took
Sitting in the back of an old chevy truck
Still only takes a minute to miss him
Wonder how he's doing now
And line by line
I rewind
Just waking up one day without him
Few months gone nothing's wrong
Still has his sweater in the closet
And oh it hurts the most when I'm alone
Without him
And that day when he wakes up
And realizes I'm somehow now good enough
I'll show him what getting over this feels like
I try
Waking up okay without him
Few months gone
Nothing's wrong
Doing everything again
Without him
And oh gotta find a place alone
Without him
No reason to hold on to him