I am trying to go on
but I can barely breathe
The heavy load is smashing down my knees
The world is spinning fast and
I need to throw up my sins
My mouth is telling only blasphemes
Please, don't cry for me
I can't open up my eyes
My head starts to ache
The hell I'm living now is my mistake
Lying on my deathbed
I took anesthesia
I heard the word euthanasia
Please, don't cry for me
You! dont turn off the light
What the hell is this knife
A shiver goes down my spine
My tongue is acid and dry
I just want to runaway from
here but I can't go
My legs don't obey me anymore
Slowly a tear falls from my face
And I realise
I live in the prison of your eyes
Please, don't cry
I will be fine
My life is fading away