Dear God
I'm writing this letter to you
Cause I come included
Can you help me?
I'm sitting here simply trying to figure out
What my life's all about
Can you show me?
I never wanted to be
The person you see
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die
But you kept me here alive
Is the more to who I am?
I lie awake conducting this symphony
That you have gifted to me
But I can ever sleep
Don't be mad but I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
Cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be
The comic relief
Can you show me who I am
I've been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
Can you tell me who I am
I never wanted to be this person you see
But thank you
Oh, God, please tell me now
Are you disappointed?
Are you proud?
Haven't I done everything, everything?
I'm so sorry I'm so weak
And I'll turn into a freak
But I don't know anything, anything
But I've lost all self esteem
From burying everything
Still and I feel nothing, nothing
Oh, God, please tell me now
Please tell me now
Cause I feel nothing