I wake to find myself trapped
In a frozen well, my hollow cell
Those same dark thoughts that
Creep through the window at night
Would leave me paralyzed
Eyes wide, searching for meaning
In the fleeting nothings
Ive tried forcing that feeling
But I dont believe myself
Starved for a truth to set me free
I long for your embrace
Scarred from the bitter memories
That tell me I should change
Eyes wide, sharp like a knife
Youd use to pierce through my chest
Ive tried cutting the ties
But I cant seem to help myself
Starved for a truth to set me free
I long for your embrace
Scarred from the bitter memories
That tell me I should change
But I am still my fathers son
The stubborn one
So I couldnt listen
Carve out the heart and set me free
Before the colors fade
Ill pretend to lift this heart of stone
Each time you draw near
In the end Id rather sleep alone
But still I lie here
Over and over, again and again
Starved for a truth to set me free
I long for your embrace
Scarred from the bitter memories
That tell me I should change
But I am still my mothers son
The troubled one
So Ill keep my distance
Carve out the heart and set me free
Before the colors fade