If you had have known that in the same year
Your mother would go and that I would have my first birthday
Would you still marry the man of your dreams and build up a life that would be deemed so perfectly sewn at the seams?
Oh, I wonder if you would have stopped just a while longer to listen
To all the weight of her breathing
Notice the sound of her screaming
Promise to love her even when she couldn't feel it
You said, you had an eating disorder
It sparred with your love for your daughter You wantеd to be an example
You madе your body a temple
When you heard the weight of her breathing
Noticed the sound of her screaming
You promised to love her even when she couldn't feel it
I know, you see the beauty in dust so
I try to lift all of it up and press it against my eyelids
Hoping my lashes will find hints
Carry them down to the fine print of how I see all of the world You are my number one girl
And I want to love the way you do
Notice the weight of your breathing
Hold you when I hear you screaming
Promise to love you even
Notice the weight of your breathing
Hold you when I hear you screaming
Tell me do you even
Do you feel my love?