[Verse 1]
Carolina, I've been thinking ’bout the man
Tryna keep him out my head the best I can
Tryna concentrate on the job at hand
But I get so distracted by the things I can't control
[Verse 2]
Lately, I've been thinking that I’m going insane
Keep on having dark thoughts in the pouring rain
I don't ever wanna go back there again
'Cause I don't think I'd make it, I wouldn't make it out the hole
[Chorus]
I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair
I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, in my hair
I wanna
[Verse 3]
These days, I just make it up as I'm going along
Ain't no heat to the voice, I can’t be wrong
’Cause I could wake up tomorrow and then bе gone
Oh, I can't keep stressing ’bout thesе things I can't control
[Verse 4]
I been washed up, faded, man, I been so jaded
A dollar for my thoughts and my thoughts, they wanna say
I got me big bills, small bills, every day there's more bills
Every day they're telling me, "You know you need some more pills"
Living rent-free in my head
I wanna take the red, I’m gonna take the red
[Chorus]
I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, in my hair
I wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, yeah
[Bridge]
Carolina, I feel fine
In those moments when the clouds clear from my mind
And I know it's real
Yeah, I know I feel low
When I feel low
Know, I know, I know, I know I feel it
It's real, it's
[Chorus]
Hey, I just wanna light up
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, yeah
I just wanna light up, oh
Let the sun through the window
Feel the wind in my hair, in my hair, in my hair
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up, I do
I wanna light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up
Light up, light up, light up, I do
[Outro]
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Carolina, I do