Alive Even When I Die Song Lyrics Alive Even When I Die by Night Lovell I'm tryna go away go away go away go away go away
Yeah
I can tell you guys a story 'bout my life
At times I never thought my life would turn to light
Thinking if the sh*t I did was right
And now my mind is putting up a f**king fight
I feel guilty all the motherf**king time
Even though all of this f**king sh*t I got is mine
Guess that's what I asked for
Don't feel I'm deserving of these stamps on my passport
(Swear this life sh*t is a b**ch uh)
Told you 20 times, you don't listen
I don't give a f**k about your feelings
Every time I do I run into the motherf**king ceiling
Tryna please you when I give you all the sh*t you f**king wishing
(Tell me what the f**k you wishing b**ch)
I don't leave my motherf**king crib b**ch
Niggas probably think I don't even exist
What happens if one day my car flips
I don't want u niggas near my motherf**king casket
Told you my intentions you was frantic
This is just exactly how I motherf**king planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you tell me to be honest go figure
She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her
( I don't got no f**king time b**ch)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no b**ch
I don't speak but when I do my words are candid
I don't show my f**king moves, and niggas can't stand it
Ay
Uh
I don't got no f**king plans
Might just slide up to Japan
And just do it 'cause I can
Aw
Lately I've been feeling like the world is in my hands
I'll probably call your phone to let you know soon as I land
That's just where I stand
I can see the look inside your eyes
You done f**ked up yo whole f**king mind
Don't hurt yourself trying
You niggas not really my motherf**king kind
And that's fine
I'm just tryna be remembered when I die
b**ch
Told you my intentions you was frantic
This is just exactly how I motherf**king planned it
You can't handle the truth, but you tell me to be honest go figure
She wants all of my time, I don't got no time to give her
( I don't got no f**king time b**ch)
I just gotta stick to my script
If she wanna change my ways, don't got time for no b**ch
I don't speak but when I do my words are candid
I don't show my f**king moves, and niggas can't stand it