[Intro]
You ready?
C’mon
[Chorus]
Maybe this not what I’m used to
I wanna go back to the old shit, me and my cousins don’t bond like we used to
I only got one more chance to better my life, I already used two
I can tell when you tell me your feelings were serious about me, and that’s why I’m starstruck
I remember my uncle was crossing the road on his own, that’s when the car flipped
My music becoming the way I express my emotions, I’m telling ‘em dog shit
You niggas can have all the free cars, I be the nigga to talk ‘bout the hardships
I’ll tell you the light and the rent due, I was broke, I was driving my mom whip
I was robbing you niggas and standing on corners with killers and youngins who bomb shit
[Verse]
Fuck all that keeping it calm shit
I’m plenty aware of my conscious
I been in some trouble, a whole lot of trauma, I came out, it made me a monster
I could tell you a time I needed a chance, a hand, ain’t nobody count on me
If you ask and I’m being honest, come to this rap shit, nobody got it but me
New crib, nobody got it but me
New whip, nobody got it but me
New deal, that’s why I’m thankful for Prez, but He say, “Nobody got it, but me.”
Ma Dukes know God guiding me
Lately I’m calling my dawg ‘cause how we gon’ fall off, we played hide and seek
I’m telling cous’ to stay out the streets
Lately this shit hit different cause I’m getting paid to talk and rap on beats
Lately this shit hit different, the shit I’m protecting the reason I’m packing the heat
Niggas don’t listen to Paid, they sleep
I’m hoping these niggas got paid this week
Niggas don’t focus on making no money, they worried ‘bout niggas and making up beef
This morning I scroll through my timeline, like everybody one person
Nobody wan’ deal with the flaws in life, they lie and they act like it’s perfect
I’m starting to get tired of drugs lately, I lied and I act like they working
I would say I’ma take off this year but honestly, now, I’m for certain
[Chorus]
Maybe this not what I’m used to
I wanna go back to the old shit, me and my cousins don’t bond like we used to
I only got one more chance to better my life, I already used two
I can tell when you tell me your feelings were serious about me, and that’s why I’m starstruck
I remember my uncle was crossing the road on his own, that’s when the car flipped
My music becoming the way I express my emotions, I’m telling ‘em dog shit
You niggas can have all the free cars, I be the nigga to talk ‘bout the hardships
I’ll tell you the light and the rent due, I was broke, I was driving my mom whip
I was robbing you niggas and standing on corners with killers and youngins who bomb shit