[Verse 1]
I should be more honest with myself
'Cause I'm no good at knowing when I need help
[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm getting tired of pushing away everybody
The second I let them get close
It's like I'm afraid of a ghost I can't see
And I try to fight it but all the damage is done
It's too late to hold in the flood
Maybe it runs in my blood
[Chorus]
I don't wanna try no more, try no more, try no more
If it's gonna break my heart, rip me apart or start a war
Is it really all my fault if I don't feel myself at all?
Maybe it's not how I love
Maybe it's just in my blood
[Verse 2]
I'm doing my best not to let down my guard
'Cause everything seems dangerous when you'rе in the dark
[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm getting tired of pushing away еverybody
The second I let them get close
It's like I'm afraid of a ghost I can't see
And I try to fight it but all the damage is done
It's too late to hold in the flood
Maybe it runs in my blood
[Chorus]
I don't wanna try no more, try no more, try no more
If it's gonna break my heart, rip me apart or start a war
Is it really all my fault if I don't feel myself at all?
Maybe it's not how I love
But maybe it's just in my blood
[Post-Chorus]
In my blood, in my blood
Maybe I just need my space
Maybe one day I can change
Maybe it's not how I love
Maybe it's just in my blood
[Outro]
Maybe it's just in my blood