I found a place where I can be alone
A space where no one goes
And its distant like the memories
Of you and me back home
And youre the reason
Im trying to let go
I finally found my weakness
Its the burden that I hold
Maybe this is perfect
Maybe its insane
Like chasing California to find rain
Cause it was the last night of self-doubt
And that was the first time I found out
That you were the letdown
Youre always a letdown
Were in a poisonous relationship
So where do I begin
When your lips are just like oxygen
I have to breathe you in
And youre the reason
That Im trying to let go
I finally found my weakness
And I could never come back home
Maybe this is perfect
Maybe its insane
Like chasing California to find rain
Cause it was the last night of self-doubt
And that was the first time I found out
That you were the letdown
Youre always a letdown
I said what I said cause I was done
Ill put it in the past if its what you want
Try not to call me when Im gone
I found a place where I can be alone
Dont call me when Im gone
A space where no one goes
Now Im gone
Maybe this is perfect
Maybe its insane
Like chasing California to find rain
Cause it was the last night of self-doubt
And that was the first time I found out
That maybe this is pointless
Maybe Im insane
Id rather be out there in La
This is the last time Ill have doubts
Ill get to the west coast somehow
Im chasing California (x4)
Dont call me when Im gone