Feel the walls are closing and it´s keeping me awake
I can feel the pressure building up inside my veins
I just can´t explain it
Something bout me nature
Wanna pull me closer but I´m pushing you away
You think that your the medicine that maybe I should take
But I Don´t need no savior
Alone I feel safer
Did not mean to disappear, but if you
Love me leave me here
There´s a side I´m hiding, that you don´t know
I´m just trying to save my soul
I shut you out, to keep control
But inside I´m dying, Survival mode
Time is like healer for me when I´m feeling low
It´s not like it´s forever I´ll be back before you know
Alone with my emotions, take a moment, I´ll be OK j
By the morning
I´m so sorry that I shut the windows, locked the doors
I´m sorry that our friendship feels so unpredictable
I´m sorry you need more and
I´m sorry i can´t forcé it
There´s a side I´m hiding, that you don´t know
I´m just trying to save my soul
I shut you out, to keep control
But inside I´m dying, Survival mode