[Verse 1]
In the depths of despair I make myself home
(The only place I've ever known)
It draws me in
So I stare at the ceiling
[Pre-Chorus]
Please salt my wounds
So I can prove to myself
That I feel something more than this nothing
But for now swallow me whole
[Chorus]
I spiral into the dark
Watch me unravel as I fall apart
I spiral back to the start
Trapped in a cycle controlling my heart
[Verse 2]
I fear you’ll feel my burden
Disconnected in my brain
Pessimistic, I fixate
Self-inflicted injury
Masochistic misery
[Verse 3]
The abyss is convincing me
It's just how it is and always will be
Pinned my heart to my sleeve
You watched it bleed and mistook it for apathy
[Pre-Chorus]
Please salt my wounds
So I can prove to myself
That I feel something more than this nothing
[Chorus]
But for now I spiral into the dark
Watch me unravel as I fall apart
I spiral back to the start
Trapped in a cycle controlling my heart
[Bridge]
This chasm in my chest
It's only emptiness left
Expecting nothing less
I end where I began
[Chorus]
I spiral into the dark
Watch me unravel as I fall apart
I spiral back to the start
Trapped in a cycle controlling my heart
[Outro]
I spiral
This chasm in my chest
I spiral
It’s only emptiness