Choking down the taste of regret
Digging nails into skin til I bleed
Cause it's not over yet I see red
And there's no escape to safety
I wish somebody could change my mind
But I don't wanna see tomorrow
I've been thinking
about my way out constantly
Fuck it all I'm done smiling
I'm done saying sorry
The rope in my hands
This decision is the knot
that I've been tying
The count of my breath
It's all I've been given
It's getting harder to ignore
How the space between feels just like home
It feels just like home And I'm going
You slammed the door
And turned the light off when you left
Bled one too many times
And now I'm cleaning up my mess
I've been thinking about my way out constantly
Fuck it all
I'm done crying
I'm done spitting out fake apologies
Getting closer now
To the ground beneath my feet
Getting closer now
To finding peace
Falling further now
From my friends and family
Falling further now
From the life ahead of me