In shadows, I hide inside of me
I've tried to stay out of this
Always come back for more
Just pull the trigger and let it grow
I drown until the bottom
Of an ocean of tears and sorrow
In silence, I scream inside my mind
Haunted by demons of the past
Bogged down in a muddy road
Flesh and thoughts got corroded
I lost myself a long time ago
Just pull the trigger and watch it grow
I feel the end
Crawling
But everytime I fall
I come back for more
Just one more time