I wait for the morning tide, the oceans to rise
But I lay here broken, to heavy to float
I'm an emotionless wreck
So I tell myself this lie, I'm not scared to die
Make mole hills and mountains, this golden, this crown
But I ain't found it yet
So I leave before you go
'Cause there's no tears when it's my fault
This self sabotage, all of our other scars don't compare
Take the river to the sea
Drown myself so I don't sink
Find my peace there underneath, the hurricane
Break a promise so I can't leave
Better for us so I can't sleep
Lay my headstone, let the grass grow over me
There's nothing to fill this void
Start turning into sorrows
So I lay here soaking the sand in my bed
What a day to regret
So I leave before you go
'Cause there's no tears when it's my fault
This self sabotage, all of our other scars don't compare (Oh, oh)
Take the river to the sea
Drown myself so I don't sink
Find my peace there underneath, the hurricane
Break a promise so I can't leave
Better for us so I can't sleep
Lay my headstone, let the grass grow over me
We didn't make a difference
And we thought we were different
Hey, oh-oh
Ooh-woah, ooh-woah