Please don't tell me that your beauty isn't real.
That your eyes are not for sight. That your mouth is not for words.
Would die for you. Would cut every piece of me with your glass stains.
Would split myself into many just to be able to look at you again. Just one more time please.
Like Dorian Gray i go on loving you. Blind devotion to you until the day i die.
Please don't tell me you're bathed in cold sweat. Please don't tell me you're rotting in hell.
You shan't die, not you. For i would give my life for you.
Would swallow you whole just to hear you whisper in my ear once more.
"I am real. I am real."
I know you're not like them. I know i can kiss you and kill and make love to you.
We shall be lovers. We shall be enemies. We shall be the only ones left alive.
We shall dance and sing with the death around the campfire.
All dressed in black. White masks and dark eyes.
To the sound of whispering spirits i swear we shall dance.
Come back to me. Come back to your humble servant.
For you are eternal. For you too have danced with the devil over the innocence's grave.
For you too have breathed and loved and hated and fucked and laughed.
I loved you. I worshipped you. I sang songs and took you to bed.
I carried you when you had no legs. I spoke for you when you had no voice.
I turned my head and looked away when you made me believe.
I brought you blood. I brought you flesh.
The time is now. The time is now for us to meet and suffer eternally in this cell of forever.
One and the same. Pain and joy.
I then laid there, took a breath, and inhaled your poison.
Bled, choked, drowned, and finally closed my eyes.
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