[Verse 1]
Christmas used to mean
Bright red and forest green
Fresh apple pie to eat and hands to hold
But this year's not the same
Without you in the frame
These winter holidays are extra cold
[Pre-Chorus]
And carols that I loved
Are sounding minor now because
You're not right here to sing along
And this year, that's all I want
[Chorus]
I used to love this season
But now I'm only freezing
'Cause without you, it's always storming
Though I don't feel like smiling
Just know that I'm still trying
To make it through this Christmas mourning
[Post-Chorus]
This Christmas mourning
[Verse 2]
I'll hold your flannel tight
Bake cookies that you liked
And wish with all my might to go right back (To go right back)
To winter in the Poconos
All bundled in our coats
Standing barefoot in the snow until we crackеd
[Pre-Chorus]
Now the movies that'd we'd see
Arеn't funny like they used to be
'Cause you're not here to laugh along
And this year, that's all I want
[Chorus]
I used to love this season
But now I'm only freezing
'Cause without you, it's always storming
Though I don't feel like smiling
Just know that I'm still trying
To make it through this Christmas mourning
[Post-Chorus]
This Christmas mourning
[Outro]
I'll learn to love this season
For now, I'll keep on grieving
What can you do if it's still storming?
I'll look back and remember
Our favorite times together
To make it through this Christmas mourning