[Verse]
Painting white rooms white while the blue pill dissolves inside tonight
It's 6am, I haven't been this worried sick since my last binge
You take the M, it makes you thin
Forget the things you always did
I want to stop, I never will, I can't slow down
It's hard to build myself from where I was three months
Before you came and left me sore
You promised so much to my face
Then spit right back, I can't erase
And I'm psychotic, brain's a mess
I took too long to not regret
I need a break from all these things
But what's the point if you aren't here with me?
[Chorus]
And it's tearing everyone to pieces
The soaring, wailing
How to fix this?
We've been strung out
Broken like twigs
We aren't lonely, but we're hopeless